Yay! The Scale told me that as of today I've lost 7 lbs since deciding to try to lose weight again. (3 weeks? Slow but oh well) Next goal is to lose another 5. That will bring The Numbers to a tolerable place once again. I've been kinda naughty this week and restricting too much, under 400 every day... I need to up my intake at least a little so I don't get sucked into The Cycle. Like I always do. BUT this weekend will undo a lot of this week: bachelorette party tonight, wedding tomorrow, formal event Saturday... lots of alcohol and public eating. My family knows about my ED because they're all so darn nosy so they'll be watching, and I'll be eating. No matter how much I don't want to.
I've been great mentally, my busy week has kept me from drowning myself in behaviors. I had two exams this past week I think I did average on... I wish my life was more eventful to write about haha. It's raining today so I'm skipping class and snuggling in my bed with frozen sliced peaches and a diet Dr. Pepper :)
Bikini in two days, bleh. Lots of love xoxo
Holy wow! Congrats sweetie.
ReplyDeleteKeeping busy is really a great way to minimize behaviors, but it can lead to undereating too. I have to say frozen sliced peaches sound divine though. I love sliced peaches, but I've never frozen them!
I'm sure you'll look fabulous in your bikini hun. Good luck with the party, and the whole weekend <3 xx
Congrats love!! Good luck on the swim suit! I know it's not easy all. Huge hugs dear!
ReplyDeletea word of advice, although it sounds like you are fully aware of what works and doesn't work for you...since you've been restricting so much try not to purge the food you eat in front of your family. It may lead to "the cycle" (as you put it). I hope you have tons of fun at the wedding!! Congrats on your 7lbs!!
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