Feels Like Home

Today, I'm back at school, in my own apartment. It's wonderful, I'm at 350 calories and it's 12:40 pm. And I feel lovely. I can feel the lack of attention and spaciness setting in, but I welcome it with open arms. I love restricting. Being away from it the past week has made me really appreciate it, distance really does make the heart grow fonder I guess. ED thoughts? I'm well aware. Doesn't make them any less valid. 

This warm embrace of ED really screws me over in school. It's so hard to put the effort in I need to, but I'm pushing myself regardless. I need to get through this semester. One phase of life at a time. One day at a time. One meal time at a time.

I forgot to give you all a huge thanks for your advice concerning anti-depressants. THANK YOU! :) As of right now, I'm feeling leaps and bounds better mood wise. We'll see how things go over the next few weeks before I make any decisions.

Have a happy week!